I'm so sorry.

I've been neglectful and rude, i've been ignorant. I'm sorry, Blog. Can you forgive me?

Oh good.

Alright. Its been 20 days since my last blog. I guess I just went through a slump, I didn't feel like I was doing anything interesting enough to write about. I would wake up, jaunt around the city listening to music and then work. Thats life.

But now!

Now I have my new friends, my work friends and my new hot momma friend, who I'm already so fond of. So nice to make a new friend, especially one as gorgeous and funny and smart as Jacqueline Walker. What an incredible new friend to make.

And my work friends! Everyone is so funny and has such neat little lives with new engagements and new babies and old friends. I'm so thankful to have walked into such a neat crew of guys. Really love it there. Who knew right?

Sometimes I feel like I'm watching myself from the outside. Like on some level I'm living two different lives and I'm able to live both of them separately without any problem.

My old courtenay life seems so vague and in the past now. Bicycling down the empty city streets, laughing in the dark. Singing, dancing and laughing. So many laughs. All I can see is the good in that life and I miss it.

But here, Here I am completely reinventing and I'm finding myself to be a lot more confident then I ever really remember being. I dont need to hide behind anyone or anything, I'm just me, Killing it.

I love it. I love every second of it. I feel so good, everyday. I look forward to work, especially on bro-days. I look forward to sleeping and to waking and to being alone. To being surrounded.

I've had these lyrics from a blakroc song stuck in my head.

"Pure heart
You’re super cool
You’re live and elemental
You’re sweet and you’re true"

I cant shake it. Those 4 lines, on solid loop.

Tomorrow I'm going home, seeing some family should be really nice. And I'm crazy excited to see friends and maybe lounge poolside. Bit of a princess over here. But I'm also having a hard time getting my self stoked up. It feels like things are so good right now I dont want to miss a single second. And I'm worried that things will change when I'm gone. Because 24 hours of being away will be SUCH a difference. Other then Co, no one is bound to notice. I'm off work anyways so nobody from work will know I'm gone. I dont do anything else enough for people to notice I'm gone.

Well, Maybe the coffee shop across the street will notice...



Oh Dear.


p.s. who else remembers Crepe Mondays?

I'm so sorry.

I've been neglectful and rude, i've been ignorant. I'm sorry, Blog. Can you forgive me?

Oh good.

Alright. Its been 20 days since my last blog. I guess I just went through a slump, I didn't feel like I was doing anything interesting enough to write about. I would wake up, jaunt around the city listening to music and then work. Thats life.

But now!

Now I have my new friends, my work friends and my new hot momma friend, who I'm already so fond of. So nice to make a new friend, especially one as gorgeous and funny and smart as Jacqueline Walker. What an incredible new friend to make.

And my work friends! Everyone is so funny and has such neat little lives with new engagements and new babies and old friends. I'm so thankful to have walked into such a neat crew of guys. Really love it there. Who knew right?

Sometimes I feel like I'm watching myself from the outside. Like on some level I'm living two different lives and I'm able to live both of them separately without any problem.

My old courtenay life seems so vague and in the past now. Bicycling down the empty city streets, laughing in the dark. Singing, dancing and laughing. So many laughs. All I can see is the good in that life and I miss it.

But here, Here I am completely reinventing and I'm finding myself to be a lot more confident then I ever really remember being. I dont need to hide behind anyone or anything, I'm just me, Killing it.

I love it. I love every second of it. I feel so good, everyday. I look forward to work, especially on bro-days. I look forward to sleeping and to waking and to being alone. To being surrounded.

I've had these lyrics from a blakroc song stuck in my head.

"Pure heart
You’re super cool
You’re live and elemental
You’re sweet and you’re true"

I cant shake it. Those 4 lines, on solid loop.

Tomorrow I'm going home, seeing some family should be really nice. And I'm crazy excited to see friends and maybe lounge poolside. Bit of a princess over here. But I'm also having a hard time getting my self stoked up. It feels like things are so good right now I dont want to miss a single second. And I'm worried that things will change when I'm gone. Because 24 hours of being away will be SUCH a difference. Other then Co, no one is bound to notice. I'm off work anyways so nobody from work will know I'm gone. I dont do anything else enough for people to notice I'm gone.

Well, Maybe the coffee shop across the street will notice...



Oh Dear.


p.s. who else remembers Crepe Mondays?