I've been very lazy.

I mean, posting song lyrics? cute, yes. relevant? no.

So settle in because this will (hopefully) be a long one.

We've had absolutely gorgeous weather (not a good start, its going somewhere i swear)
Anyways, gorgeous weather, been really enjoying it. Happy moods are kicked through the roof. Yesterday we just sat on the back yard and baked in the glory of early april warmth.

Mood evaluation. Always a pendulum. We are constantly on the verge of a hormonal hit and run. I've been dying to say that since sunday morning.

Here's a secret. I usually start mentally writing my blog hours in advance. I think of something that i find absolutely hilarious and i mentally file it away for later, thinking of clever lead ups and witty little quips. That hit and run bit? I've been rewriting it in my head for 2 days.

Truly, i adore my blog. Other then cody, its my absolute best friend and biggest pain in the ass. Now that I've started it, i always feel the rebellious, lazy side of me want to just quit.

I'm too cool for my own blog.

Actually, my blog is probably waaaaay too cool for me.

My blog sat at the big, popular table in the cafeteria.

My blog hung out with the cool kids in the parking lot at lunch while i sat in the library, doing my homework.

My blog laughed when i had to get glasses and when my boyfriend dumped me and my dog ran away and i cut my hair into a mushroom cut.



Life relocation update! we've signed and sealed and sent away our lease. So we're fully dedicated to our home! SO very excited. Looking forward to new and old friends, new jobs, new way of life. Its all coming together very nicely and my small patch of melancholy has passed along . No cause to panic folks!

I do feel entirely justified in laying the complete blame on my hormones. Strange tendencies seem to run in my family and we've come to terms with it. Cody is an incredibly supportive fiance and always cheers me right up!




what a strange post.

It feels very cleansing.

I feel like i started this post with a lot on my mind and a lot of clarity. And now i feel a bit watered down and unfocused.

My biggest fear is of filling this with irrelevant, meaningless bullshit about my day.

I mean, my day was great but i don't want to rehash it! I want to talk about my life, and my heart. I feel like there's so many good thoughts and feelings to be expressed and sometimes i cant find the right way to explain it.

Like trying to look through wax paper, or trying to hear through a door. I struggle a lot, even though i love to write. I suppose that's why often i don't post. it isn't really laziness. i just cant articulate.

Well, Doctor. I guess that's it for today. See you for our next session.

ohdear

I've been very lazy.

I mean, posting song lyrics? cute, yes. relevant? no.

So settle in because this will (hopefully) be a long one.

We've had absolutely gorgeous weather (not a good start, its going somewhere i swear)
Anyways, gorgeous weather, been really enjoying it. Happy moods are kicked through the roof. Yesterday we just sat on the back yard and baked in the glory of early april warmth.

Mood evaluation. Always a pendulum. We are constantly on the verge of a hormonal hit and run. I've been dying to say that since sunday morning.

Here's a secret. I usually start mentally writing my blog hours in advance. I think of something that i find absolutely hilarious and i mentally file it away for later, thinking of clever lead ups and witty little quips. That hit and run bit? I've been rewriting it in my head for 2 days.

Truly, i adore my blog. Other then cody, its my absolute best friend and biggest pain in the ass. Now that I've started it, i always feel the rebellious, lazy side of me want to just quit.

I'm too cool for my own blog.

Actually, my blog is probably waaaaay too cool for me.

My blog sat at the big, popular table in the cafeteria.

My blog hung out with the cool kids in the parking lot at lunch while i sat in the library, doing my homework.

My blog laughed when i had to get glasses and when my boyfriend dumped me and my dog ran away and i cut my hair into a mushroom cut.



Life relocation update! we've signed and sealed and sent away our lease. So we're fully dedicated to our home! SO very excited. Looking forward to new and old friends, new jobs, new way of life. Its all coming together very nicely and my small patch of melancholy has passed along . No cause to panic folks!

I do feel entirely justified in laying the complete blame on my hormones. Strange tendencies seem to run in my family and we've come to terms with it. Cody is an incredibly supportive fiance and always cheers me right up!




what a strange post.

It feels very cleansing.

I feel like i started this post with a lot on my mind and a lot of clarity. And now i feel a bit watered down and unfocused.

My biggest fear is of filling this with irrelevant, meaningless bullshit about my day.

I mean, my day was great but i don't want to rehash it! I want to talk about my life, and my heart. I feel like there's so many good thoughts and feelings to be expressed and sometimes i cant find the right way to explain it.

Like trying to look through wax paper, or trying to hear through a door. I struggle a lot, even though i love to write. I suppose that's why often i don't post. it isn't really laziness. i just cant articulate.

Well, Doctor. I guess that's it for today. See you for our next session.

ohdear